Tuesday, July 27, 2010

Ok so maybe I'm not the most even tempered person..........

Ever had one of those days where eveything you do just puts you farther behind?  Well that was my day today and having to deal with people who think they have all the power in the world didn't help.  Can you believe some company threatened to sue the government body I work for if they didn't get a cheque today.  They drag their feet getting their invoices in on time and all of a sudden it's their way or no way.  They wanted that cheque today and there was no if's, and's or but's about it.  And guess what.........they got their way!!!  I am so freakin' mad right now I could chew someone up and then see how far I could spit them.

Work is a nightmare, I am doing a job that should have 5 people doing it and then I have to deal with imbicile's like this.  Ohhhhhhhhhh, I am still seeing red............and can't seem to let it go.  I have screamed, cried and litterly kicked things since I got home and still don't feel any better. 

Sorry I missed yesterday, I had an opthamologist's appointment late yesterday afternoon and due to my eyes being dilated I wasn't able to see anything really clearly till this morning.  You probably wouldn't have been able to read it even if I could have posted.  My eyes looked like 2 black saucers in a snowbank.

My younger sister is in hospital and they are not sure what is happening.  They brought her into the city by ambulance this morning for a CAT scan.  Last I heard she still didn't have any results.  They are giving her mega doses of antibiotics and fluids.  She has had ovarian cancer and suffers with ulcerative colitis so they think she may have a bowel infection.  Spoke with her a bit ago and she said the pain seems to letting up some so I pray they are on the right track.

I'm still trying to figure out how to deal with the events of the past weekend as well so you can just guess where my eating habits have gone.  Yep, to everything and anything available, although I really am trying to make it mostly fruit and veggies so at least I can say I tried to be good.  I'm stressed to the max and that is nothing but power to the food devil sitting on my shoulder.  He just keeps whispering go for it and poking me with his little pointed staff.  One of these days I am going to knock him off and grind him into the ground but it is not going to be today.  I don't have the energy or the mindset for it.

On top of all that I have 6 weeks till I head to Vegas and I so want to be able to fit in the seat without a seatbelt extender.  So I guess I had better get off my fat, lazy duff and get to work.  Please pray that the next few days will be kind to me and that I can get back on track.

1 comment:

  1. Stress is so bad for our weight loss :( I'm sorry everything is so messed up right now!!! Hopefully you can get back to eating well anyway, but I know how hard that is. Try no to let others ruin your good work though!!!

    I would say go for walks. It might help with the stress level AND burn some of the extra calories you might be getting lately. I KNOW that's what I have to do, get back to walking... do as I say not as I do hahaha :)

    I hope everything is ok with your sister. Also that you can over come this stress and get back on track!!! I know how hard that is. But I know you can do it!

    Hugs! :)