Yesterday afternoon I feel off the wagon and have been on a binge ever sense. Evertything and anything that looks the least bit like food has found it's way into my mouth. I have eaten so much that I am physically ill. I am really annoyed with myself right at this moment. I was doing so good, and even today I climbed back up and did real well till after lunch and then the devil took over. I don't even remember what all I have had the displeasure of consuming. Why? I have no idea. I can see myself reaching for things, telling myself I shouldn't and still doing it. It is totally insane.
I'm exhausted, emotionally and physically. I'm not sleeping well at nights and I just want to sit down and have a good cry but that is not possible as hubby is always around and I don't want him to see me like that.
Spent all day doing laundry and not much else. Hubby had a good friend stop by and they worked on the chop bike for a couple of hours. BBQ'd for supper and now just doing my blog entry before I go and watch a little TV. Tomorrow we are going to Trev's for the day so that should be nice. I made a banana cream pie to take. Was going to make a coconut one as well but thought no because if I do, I'll be tempted to eat more than one piece and I really need to get back on track and fast.