Tuesday, July 12, 2011

No matter what I do .........

It's one of those times when no matter what I say or do it's not right.  Hubby is in such a fowl mood, he's now refusing to take his meds because yesterday I mentioned he should go easy on the Benydryl.  He wants an agrument and I am not going to accommodate.  Lately it's like we are strangers living in the same house.  I tip toe around like I'm walking on egg shells but he still finds a reason to natter at me.

I have no control over the doctor's yet he won't start making calls to the government officials.  He'd rather feel sorry for himself and take it out on me.

I laid awake most of the night thinking of what to do but everytime I suggest something he flies off the handle.  I know he is suffering from depression but he won't even talk about it. 

Yesterday I still believed in GOD, today I'm not so sure anymore.


  1. hugs to you....I am sorry that you are going through such a rough time....I send wishes out to you that things get better soon....

  2. I'm thinking of you and sending prayers your way. Is there anyone else that your husband would be more receptive to? (NOT that what you say isn't exactly right/what needs to be said... but I know I can tell my husband something and he totally won't listen or discounts it...but if someone else tells him, he listens right up!)

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